Moments...

There are moments in your life where you feel that everything is lining up and taking shape. The environment you live in, the tempo of your daily life, the pursuit of dreams aspired and the accomplishment of unfettered creativity. The realization of times like these come with the absence of something that is very vital to the fabric of happiness. I don't know what to call it but I do know that something bad is happening in the midst of all that is good. 

There have been few times in my life where everything lines up the way it should. It was euphoric. Career, relationship, money, etc all falling into place. This is not one of those times. I am fortunate enough to have so much in my life. A great partner, home, job, career, lifestyle however what's missing cannot be explained. It's a feeling. A feeling that something that should be happening isn't. 

I write this down in hopes this will put out into the world my sense of frustration with my unresolved emotions and feelings. I hope that my gratitude for the love I have in life, along with my heatlh, spirit and knowledge continue to inform me and give me the answers I need for this remarkably confusing and unusual time.

Tell me what to do world. I'm feeling lost in the midst of all this abundance.

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like King Solomon, lost in the midst of all this abundance